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[22 Feb 2004|06:41pm] |
Ice skating is a really fun thing to do even if you're not the best at it. I first started going with my dad when I was younger, I got good and then stopped. I went with Paul, Bianca, and Keith a couple weeks ago. Last night, I went with Christiana and Bianca. We had so much fun it was unbelievable. We skated around the rink so many times and I fell on my ass, for fun. I love falling. The other fun part, was the guys. Not the fact that I like them, but it's funny to turn them down.
There were two guys who hit on me, one of them I'd never liked and if I didn't have a boyfriend I'd like the other one. But I do have a boyfriend and I'm faithful to him. The one I didn't like got a messenger to ask me if I wanted to dance with him. I told him I had a boyfriend and then the messenger game continued. Hello, messengers are for people in first grade. When I saw the kid, he was so short, it's kind of funny--I'm tall. The other guy asked me where I lived and for my name. I told him, but then started talking to my friend. Bianca thought he was cute so I asked him his name and where he lives. Turns out, he lives in Fort Lee. At the end of the night he asked me for my number and I said that I had a boyfriend, I felt kind of bad. But I love Paul and wouldn't do that to him.
Speaking of Paul, he called me from Ireland last night. I didn't really notice how much I missed him until he called. His cousin died and the party that was supposed to be today for his grandfather was cancelled. His cousin died of lukemia, which is pretty much curable in kids. I feel really bad for him, because I know how it feels to lose a relative when you're on vacation. My great grandmother died in front of me when I was nine years old and visiting Croatia. I can't wait till he gets back, It's going to be really great hanging out with him agai
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[19 Feb 2004|10:19pm] |
Paul left for Ireland today, to go vacation with the lepraucauns. No, I'm kidding ... It's his grandfather's ninetieth birthday. He's going to come home in nine days. My sister's feel bad for me, a whole nine days without my boyfriend. They wonder how I'm going to last. I'll last, because I'm not going to kill myself or anything. I'm just going to miss him a lot, because it's different with him than all the other guys I've been with.
With my other boyfriends, they really didn't ever matter. You know, they would just be for fun. Paul's different though, I've been going out with him for a little more then two months and I'm in love with him. I'm not talking lust, that I want to mess around with him forever. It's more like I want to go out with him forever, just being in his arms is so great. I don't think anyone could understand how I feel about him.
Now, I probably sound like an obsessed fourteen year old. He's not really my obsession though, I don't really get obsessed with guys. Though, there is something very special about him. He's a senior and he's going out with a freshman, when he looks at me I can tell he's in love. My mother said it too, you know when your mother says something it's true. She told me, when he looks at you, he looks you straight in the eye. He looks at you so lovingly. You don't know how special it makes me feel that he's in love with me, because you know I love him too.
This weekend, I don't know what I'm going to do. My mom and dad both gave me money for the mall. So, I highly doubt they're going to give me more money. Maybe I'll just hang out with some of the girls? It's weird, because since Paul and I have been going out there hasn't been a weekend without him. Now, I have this weekend to myself. I know a lot of people probably expect me to go out, hook up with a random guy, but I'm not going to do that. I'm just going to hang out with the girls. Who knows, I might not even get to do that.
Tommorow, I'm re-arranging my room. So, that's pretty cool. I've been itching to do it forever and now I'm going to. Right now, my room isn't really spacious and it's basically very horizantal. I'm changing it to fit more vertically. It's going to have more center room and just have more room in general. Wee, I can't wait. I hope it turns out great, wish me luck?<3L
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